Hello, reader. So, at the end of this entry you are going to achieve what others have spent some time of their lives doing: know a little more about myself than just the funny character I have created.
The truth is, I am a walking
contradiction. I can never identify myself completely with anything and I never
feel like I truly belong somewhere. My parents got divorced about 4 years ago,
but they were separated some time before that. I don’t have much of an idea of
the ideal family with the pretty life I have always wished to have. Actually, I
love my life just the way it is. Every single bad thing that has happened in my
life has led me to this moment, so I guess I’m doing something right.
Speaking of life, for me, everything in life is
vain and I truly believe that everything is ethereal and that everything we do
is not worth it at the end of our lives. The essential is invisible to the eyes
and not many things are invisible. Having stated that awfully pessimist philosophy,
I am totally a cheerleader. I am the first one to believe that anything we want
is possible if we really want it and try hard enough.
My dreams are to be successful, either as a
lawyer or as a doctor, and well, with those goals you can say I’m an
overachiever. I am perfectionist as it is and my worst critic is always myself
(just like everyone else’s worst critic). I have an awesome sense of humor,
which is mostly dark and I have a thing for smart jokes and puns.
When it comes to friends, I believe I am a great
friend. I always try to be there when they need it. My best friend is Stephanie
Orta, an awesome actress, which has influenced a lot in my life. She introduced
me to the world of books and fiction, which is pretty awesome. I guess some
part of me loves that world because it makes me escape reality and sometimes my
reality is not pretty.
Anyways, I always portray myself with this
shining personality, which I enjoy, but there are other many factions in which
I belong that almost no one knows. So, dear reader, I hope that you now
understand me a little better and that you do not use any of this information
against myself, well, I just wouldn’t do it.
Being an overachiever is a good thing to be, if you are also a realistic one. Keep on going, and I hope you achieve everything in life. The only thing I have to disagree with it's when you say "...everything in life is in vain..."
ReplyDeleteHello Crystal! I do believe there is a big contradiction within this same post... you say that everything in life is in vain and that everything we do isn't worth it in the end, you contradict yourself afterwards when you say that your dreams are to be successful and that you are an overachiever.... However, appealing toward your more optimistic side I truly do hope that you manage to achieve everything you want in life! Be an overachiever and a perfectionist... Those are pretty swell things to be!
ReplyDelete~~~Paula
I don't understand you yet, dear blogger.
ReplyDeleteIt is interesting how you contradict yourself, but at the same time place your ideas really well. I can get that one have a type of mood swing when it comes to things like these. It is normal. The important thing I feel is that one does not stray off from ones dreams, like you say, “I am the first one to believe that anything we want is possible if we really want it…”
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